what did you expect

I have been swinging in all directions lately, trying harder and harder to figure out which way to move, and the only thing that seems at all appealing right now is leaving town, heading north and not calling anybody to explain. I’ve been daydreaming about secluded cabins, cottages in pine forests, shacks on the edges […]

Dispenser II (an updated version of an older poem)

my brain won’t forget the connection
It won’t forget the hurt of ironclad iron curtain indifference
And romantic comedies have told me you should be able to make the difference
For me

To the Very Committed People

Trigger Warning: Contains references to depression and suicide. To the very committed people who have loved me quietly despite my ups and downs and darknesses and distances, thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you for being there, when I know it would have been easier not to be. Thank you for letting me fall […]